Im Slack but heres a post

Ok so I said I would try harder to actually post stuff on here. And I have good intentions of doing so. I just dont have that much to say

2 posts 1 month, Imma go with miracle or at least divine intervention

So I actually made 2 posts in 1 month this year, thats fucking amazing. What? Oh the fucking thing. Yeah a few of my older posts I went back and censored out some things because I felt bad that my kids might read it. Then it occurred to me that they know what I foul mouthed bastard I am, so fuck it. Oh yeah back to my babbling.....

So I have done nothing, not jack shit, to get my fat ass back in shape. Yes its been cold, is that really a good excuse? Ummmm no, im just a pussy and its gonna hurt when I start, and Im not really looking forward to hurting. Its hard enough just to get out of bed these days.

Imagine a really funny segue

I vent, its what it is for right?

Im hoping that not only do I get in shape by this summer I also am planning on trying to get in touch with my biological family (adoption REALY does explain so much in my world). Im not sure how I feel about it. It's something that I have always wanted to do, as far back as I can remember anyway. I know where some of my bio family are but I can find others. I would really like to find em both. It's not really that sappy as it may sound. I wanna know who I look like, do I have any brothers or sisters out there that I dont know about? I do know I have a 1/2 brother who is about 7 yrs younger than me, but that's not enough. I wanna know it all, now that I know all that I know.

I got my entire adoption record in 2008, right before I bought a house. I often wonder what things would be like had the situation turned out different. What if I still lived in the apt and was able to actually have money in the bank. Would I have ponied up the $130 to meet them last summer? And if I had would we still be in touch or would I drift away from them as I so often do from 'family'? I know it seems like a dick move, and I truly an thankful for the things my family has done for me. But its awkward, we aren't really the same, and from what I have learned about my bio family, they are a lot like the family I grew up with.

OK OK wait. Im stoppin here, sorry for the bummer of a post, hopefully the next one will be soon and maybe a lil funny.

So its 2010

Ok so i have had this blog for several years, I started strong and sputtered out fairly quickly. I would say that I dont have anything to say but according to twitter that is not the case. Maybe its just there is no pressure to go beyond 140 chars so I feel free to spout out random tid bits. I dont really know for sure. I need to put my thoughts together and get my encounter with MAS (Memphis Animal Services) out there. I have put it off for several months. I was originally going to post something in Sept when my room mate got her puppy but I didnt. Then when I got my dog I was going to post something but I didnt. Maybe when I get home from work I will work on the post.

Im going to try to post on a more frequent basis than I have in the past. But I guess we will see how that pans out.

To all my fans, HAHAHAHAHAH, I mean the couple of people that notice, thanks. Ill try to get some stuff posted soon